We all went to the beach last week. I was so happy to see everybody, especially my most favoritest girls, Cara and Marisa (who I never get to see, really!). We had so much fun swimming and taking pictures and talking up on the roof and eating lots and lots of Doritos and chocolate ice cream late at night. I always feel like I'm seventeen again when I'm with these girls.
I'm back from vacationing but now Ben is gone and I've been so sad being all alone. I feel like new things are happening, change is coming. Like we're growing up again. More growing pains. But I'm not scared; promise. Everything changes, nothing stays, and I should not hold on.